Eye To The Telescope

Big opportunities are aplenty, and it's waiting there somewhere in out paths. Question is will we get there? But the odds are better than they seem. We have a chance of 1 in five... Put that figure to a hundred and I'll gladly take that 20.

Have heart and believe.

Your Ashes Come Home To Me

Your ashes come home to me no matter what...

I am a pain in you're ass
And I'm wondering how long it's gonna last
Be my mirror, be my friend,
Be the workhouse of the energy
I twist your arm to spin

Everyday, like a power station
You know it isn't good
I know you're burning too much wood
Oh, and you burn out
The twisted irony is
Your ashes come home to me
Come home to me

So we take a walk
To make some sense
And I'm wondering if you fancy my advance
I have pushed you
Way too far
And you say fuck you little princess
Who the hell do you think you are?

You know well the circus gonna have you on a fucking mantelpiece
The mantelpiece
The mantelpiece

Saw KT Tunstall live yesterday! Live firecracker she is. Truly amazing vocals and guitarsmanship. Had me up on my feet dancing like everyone else...though belle says i moved a little funny.


Genius at work:

I'll Walk Me Outside And Buy A Rainbow Smile

Truth be said, old habits die hard. I've had a relapse.

It started from a trip to a friend's place. As I walked into his room, I found stuffs I used to sink my time in. There they were placed at a corner..it was obvious and I couldn't have missed them. Their entice was strong and I felt tempted. The defining moment perhaps when I made physical contact. I was in admiration. After that day, I made subsequent visits down to my friend's, but by chance all of the time...honest! Each time I was there and seeing those stuffs, the temptation grew bigger. Somehow I sensed it was just a matter of time before I would cave and give in to the dark side...

One fine day by happenstance, little sweetheart gave me something I didn't expect. It was it! A gift in no way I could have resisted...I took it. Holding onto it knowing it was mine for the first time since school felt great. Then it happened. The heart demanded for more and craving got worst...

Now I'm all over them. Getting them off shelves and online from dealers who perhaps have been in this industry even before I said my first ABC. How it has power over big overgrown men is amazing. Their fantasies never age. I need to tame mine. But for now I'm a slave...HELP!!!

I'm on a high 'in a galaxy far, far away...' May the force be with me. Damn these star wars figures! It's a guilty pleasure obsession.

The empire strikes back. All thanks to a friend and a lover.

I Wanna Swim In The Ocean

Time work like those soldier ants. Constantly working and forever marching on whatever the odds are. Nothing else matters.

And here we all are, trying to play catch and match up. Trying to survive and make ends meet, this life has become a race. One's loss becomes another's gain. We climb hoping to reach the top of the pile and when we peak, we do everything we can to stay there. Knocking off other summit admirers off their ascend cos the view at the top is too precious to be shared...

Maybe time is the ultimate enemy. An enemy gone and going unnoticed. It has crippled our liberty and kept us chained as it's servants. It has driven us to insecurity and fear for what lies ahead should we fail to progress. Thus our obsessions to succeed have never been short of determination and ideas. Only a handful lucky ones (bastards) get to reap the beautiful life instantly, easily, but for the majority it's almost a never ending struggle for success. Some will make the turn over eventually but the rest will live to bite the dust only.

Maybe we'll get a good run at life. Maybe not. Time is indeed running out and no one knows of what will become of our existence. But then allowing insecurities to creep in will make us live life as if our death notes have already been served. We can only plan so much. The rest have been written in the stars. So perhaps, we should just get on and take things in our strides. Believing whatever that comes will be overcome. Will is stronger than anything.

Right now, I just want to swim in the ocean. Nothing else matters.