If The Bomb Goes Off Again, In My Brain Or On The Train...

With you around, everything seems to wake up from their slumber and the wheel works again. I feel better. Relieved I won't stay an outcast, I regain my identity again among others.

Don't ask why cos I can't explain myself. But this has to mean something. Something important and dear I never realised till recently. Changing lanes, life evolves and it has. No longer can I go back cos everything has changed and passed. Nothing's there for me. I have moved on to something else. And it's bigger and real.

Perhaps it hasn't really sunk in for us. I'm not really sure if we've got any idea what's in store even though we know when it'll hit us. It's upon us.

In truth I don't know what to feel. I'm sorry if I'm sending out all the wrong signals cos I'm sure this is right and I'm content. I have realised your importance. I just wish I can be strong and say it straight without fear. But we fear all the time don't we? We seek comfort in one another and for me you're the comfort. So that says something.


If the bomb goes off again, in my brain or on the train, and I hope that I'm with you...cos I wouldn't know what to do.

Welcome home sweetheart.

Did We Lose Ourselves Again?

I have never felt so helpless and lonely since the last 'separation'. I know you'll be gone for only a while and this time you'll come back to me without any uncertainties hanging. But not knowing what you're up to and how you are kills me. Strangely enough, days have been passing by too slowly. It is weird not hearing your voice for a day. What more for 2?

I pray for you're safety and return. And may it be soon cos I miss you terribly. I miss your smile.

It means nothing if I haven't got you...