Watching them having a laugh at each other, cracking jokes and above all having a blast made me envious of their seemingly genuine happiness and welcome company of each other's presence. It was something I hadn't witness for quite awhile. At times I felt lost... It helped that I actually had known most of them prior to the gathering. Im glad I did cos it could have been very very awkward. Still, I quietly thought to myself and wished I'd known these people well and long enough to butt in. People who were family to feeza.
As time passed, I settled and found my feet on the unfamiliar soil. They warmed up to me pretty quickly and soon I became their curiosity. I felt at ease. I fitted.
And they warmed up to the brownies quickly too. They loved it. Every single of them who tasted it. They were like little kids enjoying ice cream. Cute. Well done sis, you're a genius.
Seeing the women of the group, I thought of mum and I began to miss her more. And I began to wonder if she'd fit in with the girls. Somehow I felt confident she would and even be very happy. Still, we can never be sure. If all works well, then time will tell.
Happy belated birthday Liza and little princess Nadya, mum and daughter. Very sorry this came late. It's so adorable that Nadya is celebrating her 1st! ~ I can't believe you're already 30! Cheers, love you both. The belated gifts will come...
In the confusion and the aftermath, there you are standing right in front of me. You are my signal fire ~ feeza. Thank you for loving me.
