I Wish Wish Wish

3.25pm

Was on my way to friday prayers earlier. Something stupid happened. I got up the wrong bus. Bah! It was a critical mistake. There was no way I could have gone down the next stop and taken the right bus. This one hit the expressway immediately!! Ended in Toa Payoh and I haven't got anything to do there. Fuck. How could I have not known and be so careless. One bad trip. So silly..

Got a barking from dad couple of days back. It was regarding some tax filing issues. I've never really paid much attention to them until then.. I think it's time I got concerned over certain stuffs..like taxes, CPF contributions and nominations and insurances just to begin with. I don't even know if I've made any CPF nominations yet. Somehow I wished I never had to be an adult tied with responsibilities. They just seem to grow with you.

I could say I've never really got to enjoy the salary. There's just no satisfaction. That determination I used to have, saving up for those Star Wars/Spawn figures and comics. How I would spend it all without giving much hoot of how much they'd cost me. It was ruthless. I wonder where it's gone to. These days, it's hard to get on with purchases without ever having to bite my lip. Have I gone all scrooge as some may think?? If only they understood. I don't think I have. Times have changed and so the circumstances. I just wanna be spending without having the guilt after. It's got to get better.

It's been real quiet lately. I wonder where everyone's gone to..

4.59pm